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Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Maybe we are not meant to be...... Wow have been picking up my smoking habit again. I couldn't help it. There is so many things going through in my head. Why am i so affected by her every word? Why can't i just move on like how i did previously for all my past RS. May be i have changed. I really thought she is going to be the one. I was wrong. Guess i am left with thing i have now and i cherish every single one of my friend. Brothers and sisters, you are the reason i held my head high again. Ytd went clementi with Brother jun and Sis sherry, catch up alot and went to have fun and like old times, i feel i am being taken care of. ![]() At MOVIDA. ![]() At MOVIDA. Guess this have always been my life. THX guys for making my day Lao Cheng. Always there to guide me through my disastrous life A pillar of pikachu. Thx for being there for me too. Love pikachu. Labels: You don know me. You don even care......... Monday, September 26, 2011
Who will catch me if i fall I really don understand why things will turn out this way,i am facing all this shit all along without you.It really hurts me damn it hurts.I really love you and will never do such things to u.I am too naive that actually believe you might love me as much as i did to you. Guess i am just another guy that you enjoy company with.Not a BF.i am now in the office stressing myself with no comfort,no strength and only depression. How i wish you are here right now so i can tell you lots of my daily stuffs that i never had the chance to talk to you. The change in you is too big for me to take.You can turn into this so easily which only conclude that i am never in your heart.Even i were,it is only for that moment.This sucks.and i am talking to you like a friend everyday and you treat me damn cold 2 weeks more to go.I lost 5 kg already.I don sleep i don eat,all i do is just think bout you and our happy moments and how you bare to treat me this way now.I am really tired le.exhausted.No one is there to save me. My friends all encouraging me.But it doesn seem to work.you are damn cruel to me.how i wish i am a flirt i am last time so i will never feel this pain.Fuck this.i am falling apart. But another part of me is pushing me and asking me to hang on to our RS.Those happy moments we shared.i don want to lose you.But i really don know how long i can survive dying to see you and talk to you everyday. It take really hell lot of determination alone.I tried to talk to you.You treat me so cold despite the fact you alr hurt me so much.You want me to give you time and space,Who the fuck gives me? I am sad the other day and you said you couldn comfort me as you are sad,but when your friends you quarrel with them and when they are sad,you comfort them.There is so so much things in my mind now i wish i got memory washer. i am still here waiting aimlessly,suffering from great depression for the only hope that we would be back together when you reach singapore I wanted to fetch you.You ask me not to.It really hurts me.I know you cannot face me.but you think i can? despite all those things that you did to me,i don know why am i still waiting.if iwas me a few years back i would have left.guess i still love you alot bahhs haiiiii fuck this feeling! May buddha watch over me and not let me fall........... Labels: Who will take all this pain away?? Sunday, July 4, 2010
i hate wei jie^^ ![]() Tuesday, March 23, 2010
wad difference had i made to myself day by day?? ![]() today woke up early as i had a gym session wid chee ho.hm.he overslept so i continued sleeping.after that went to watch movie wid daddy.we watched COP OUT.a M18 show but it is really a good show damn it.i love the show. after that went to meet mat,andre,edwin and jr.initial d liao after that went for dinner.after that went fer sf4...hm..it was fun. slack at the cathay awhile then went to meet jr sec sch frens.two girls.one of them is drunk and we met at prata house.after tht went to pub.luckily avedne's dad is there.he is the vip.he is very friendly so we knew each other fast and they gave us free flow of liqour and beer.we played pool for free too.and it feels like the whole pub is ours. hm.not long came a ang moh name nigel.he played pool with us.he challenged us.he keep winning.then came my turn.and to my joy i won him.he was very friendly and i really like him.after that came one china girl.we played poker cards wid her.and she enjoyed it very much and she sticked to us for awhile.the loser drank the liqour.damn fun.finally i smoked.i dun intend to as i was quitting.but took a stick from bro and that china girl.had so much fun then got people want to fight there.hai.not long we slacked awhile more finish up the liquor and went off in cab..thats it.nitez everyone Friday, March 12, 2010
wow.you are the reason why i turned stronger ![]() wow.juz came back from my dinner with elaine,shermaine,chyeling wilson and jason.it was fun.the guys including me reached there late and i kena the mushroom kan.nvm.haha.crap around at bugis and ate quite alot.after that went for arcade and the damn sf4 machines were so packed and fully occupied!!!hm.didn play so playeddatona and bishi bashi.damn fun.haha.after that chiong for train.luckily there is still train.and ya i will be going to gentings in two more days!!yay Sunday, February 28, 2010
juz feel that it would be better for me this way ![]() ![]() wow.didn't blog for a long time due to the exams.was fucking stress that period.went to countless people house to study.no time to eat and sleep.damn shag.and thanks to barry,weijie and juxian and cedric.they taught me alot of things during my revision.hm.anyway it is over le!!!haha.yay.hm. then came mdm cheng's birthday and it was quite fun as we eat at Plaza singapura and then go pub and guess wad?mr ben joined us!!!wow.it was damn fun.at first drank matell then when mr ben came we drank again this time he forked some for us.then i went to the challenger's pool table to play.i won mr ben.then i took control of the table.keep winning and the feeling is great.great to have my moves back.i love it!!after that there got fight.haha.hm.borrowed 20 dollars from huiting heng ar.if not no need cab home le...... Sunday, February 14, 2010
i will pull through whoa.today woke up early as my relative will be coming early.and ate my grandma's signature dish.haha.after that mahjong all the way wid my relative.i am the youngest there.and me and my dad tag team together and we still lose.aiya.my dad say he got something in his mind that is distracting him.hm.so he cannot concentrate well.maybe it is because that we never go my dad's side there bai nian,hm yay.it is my birthday now and it really feel that something is missing......hai.anyway.i am glad for those who wished me remembered my bd....enjoyed my birthday cake wid my name spelt wrongly.hm.anyway i turn 19 today so i have to handle things more maturely and not always give myself a excuse that everything is bad.i will look on the bright side of everything and hope this will make me happy again:) |
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Therefore,I'm going to walk away and not look back,
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